The Only Black Guy in the Office
The Insecurity of Being Black and Corporate
Can my co-workers tell I’m struggling with impostor syndrome?
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When I started my current job, my co-workers insisted that it’d take a minute to get fully acclimated and comfortable with my role. But that didn’t stop the negative thoughts from creeping in.
The first two months were objectively fine. My team was supportive and eager to provide guidance in areas of my job where I was struggling. Folks were clear and encouraging about the intricacies of my department. Even as I was still learning, I nabbed an average evaluation (three stars!) in my first performance review. You’d think that would be reassurance enough, right?
Well, since then, Covid-19 has transformed life around the world. And for me, professionally, it’s amplified some insecurities as the newest guy on the team. There are still aspects of the job that I’m figuring out, but now that my whole company is working from home, there’s a whole new cadence to adapt to — without the benefit of being in the same space as the people who would usually advise me.
