A Letter to Myself, 10 Years Ago

If I tell you, it won’t happen. So the night you have your first panic attack, don’t open this.

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Dear Charlamagne,

I want to talk to you about what happened to you tonight. You were driving back to Mom’s home in South Carolina. You’ve done it a million times — but this time, out of nowhere, your heart started pounding…